Tired of this harsh and hectic real life, I wish to live a few days of dreamy illusions of life. Flavored with the spice of love and crunchiness of excitements at every second step, I want it to be fully satisfactory. A place where my mind would create any thought of desire and would find it fulfilled then and there. A phase should come; when the reality can’t touch me, emotions fail to ruin my mood and where the real world seems covered with the mask of my dreams.
I pray from god to grant me this. Where everything is just according to me, where the dreams shape the destiny, I want from life to chase to me. Where I’m faster than myself, shining like a blaze, more lively & limitless, I dream for such a stage.
I’m broken, countless in pieces, scattered at distances. Deeply drilled my heart, those hatred people, they pretended to be candid. Every day has been a depressed day in itself so far. The same day again, can’t handle it now. It’s like an endless loop. I feel my life as going but on a path leading to a destination called nowhere.
Things I’m bored with
- Brushing up my dusty mind every day,
- Cleaning the dust of negativism intruded from tiny holes drilled by the last incomplete day,
- Pushing myself for 9 to 6 torture,
- Shoving my sweaty load in trains and buses & then
- Throwing the restless body on the bed for hours for wetting the pillow.
How long is this going to happen to me? Whether I should walk or should I stop right here? Should I keep the game on or quit it right now? Honestly, I don’t know, just want to be out of it. I wished to be empowered to flow this air of emotions, per my directions. I failed and rather it floated me away to infinity where I failed to feel my existence.
Love for Illusions of life
I’m now hopeless with the reality to change for me. I don’t feel it wrong visiting the illusionary phase, existing at a virtual place. I accept this dreamy illusion, though it’s a fallacy, I love it wholehearted. Life, like always will be as rude as it is; it’s up to you how you sneak a dream from it. I often visit my dreamy illusion, it’s awesome.