Anxiety hitting hard with the storms of sudden pressure
stopped knitting dreams, and I prayed to stop this thunder.
Abruptly losing hope, now I’m ready to surrender,
Oh god, I can’t be thinking of making more blunders.
*
The brain heating up and my heart beating fast,
It’s a matter of some tasks, not the matter of slimy lust.
Reading all it long couldn’t help me much,
Suddenly I realized, Shit, I’ve failed to clean the dust.
*
People who came close, defrost me and I lost,
easily stole my soul, copied me, and then sold,
don’t know how they won, they tore me into pieces,
now swimming endless, still not getting to see the coast.
*
Distracting all my mind when I’m not seeing any help,
Sucking all the nights is my task given to self.
Wasted all the time & no values added to life,
I better muffle my voice as nothing here to yelp.
New Things emerge from the anxiety only if you dare to break it.
