I’m drowned but certainly alive! Maybe I’m lost in the gaps of thoughts or yeses and nos. Sitting idle is no more a comfortable zone. My thoughts don’t allow me to wait for a second to rethink what’s going on after all. Absolutely horrifying and merciless these are. Every second when I’m with me is depressing. A deep endless sea is in front of me and I don’t know what message it is conveying to me for so long. Is it my friend or enemy? What Sea Spirituality could really mean to me?
Sometimes, I feel I should go deep into its heart and never come back. And sometimes, I just enjoy the soothing sounds emerging through the waves coming toward me. It’s noisy yet peaceful. The energetic & powerful waves never lose their magnificence. The rising waves are the hands raised up for a hug.
Write to me
I started scribbling on the sand asking my inner Sea Spirituality to keep it a secret, and the waves came & erased it! One after the other, I revealed all my secrets to the sea. The pain was going away slowly with the words disappearing into the water. It was a good pastime for a bad day. Right from work stress to financial distress or someone there whom I failed to impress, it worked on everything! No judgment, no comment, one answer for every event, erase it!
After that day, I never looked back. I found a cure. A magic eraser that wipes your tears and erases your pain. I loved the way it worked on me. That day I felt the presence of God in nature is damn true.
Sea & Secrets
I don’t regret the sea dreams. My bad times have a good companion. No hesitation is there! I write on whatever I’m exhausted with. The waves clean everything so I can write again there. The sea is such an awesome listener. It protects me from embarrassment and cures me by showing my pain getting erased.
Ask me to come again
I come here every day to lighten the heart that holds the burden of millions of thoughts that my mind creates in a day. It doesn’t get bored with me even. I can’t go without this therapy.
In a couple of hours, it all stops! And, I decide to walk away carrying my mind that’s now empty of thoughts to come again with a loaded one. I guess this what sea spirituality is.